Patiently waiting for my door to open...
As this one closes, the next one opens
Back to the reality, back to the road
I feel like a fish in the deep blue ocean
Lost - not knowing what’s going to happen
But I’m still battling
For a better future
But it all seems new, cos
It’s been forever
It’s been 4 long years, but it can only get better
The question is though – am I gonna make it?
Or am I gonna go back to the old ways, like back in the old days
Where I couldn’t relax, cos I had to be on point, watching my back
But now I’m much older, see things clearer
I see there’s no future binning, it’s too stressful – not the life I want to be livin
So I think I’m gonna hit up college, and better my education
So I can live a life that’s honest,
I think that’ll put a smile on my mum’s face, to me, that’s stronger than the law’s brace
So I’m gonna walk with my chin up and my chest out, and show the world how much I’ve changed now